4 days of studying
1 sleepless night
not enough time
don't know how to do
i was struggling throughout the whole 2 hours. i don't get the questions, i don't know how to answer, i forgot what i studied, i wanted to cry.
i felt as though i can no longer do well. my GPA will be entirely crushed cos of this exam. suddenly i remembered i testified during cg that Jesus was the reason why i aced my assignments throughout this sem. then like oh no, now how!
on the train home, damn annoyed & angry about it, condemning myself, then i forced myself to listen to pastor's sermons. that sermon was... your life outside is what you see on the inside
. super long ago. i think 2003 or 2004? but at that moment, it spoke to me. he talked about your faith picture, & visualising what you want to see. he talked a lot about VISION, when you think that's the end of your situation, fill your heart with faith pictures.
& how we should not worry about next week or tomorrow, because the Lord provides manna for that day. there's more than enough grace for each day.
came home, immediately wanted to complain here, & on twitter, when i read 2 tweets that were so timely!
praise the Lord! wow, i feel so much better now. (:
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME LORD! <3